I'm Back

It's been a long time since I have posted here....life is too precious, enjoy each second, every smell, every breath, I forgot that for awhile, but I am back, and I am humbly enjoying my life.

Whoa.....

It has been nine months since my last post....how time flies...this post is a test to see if I still have my yappy powers of the Blogmasters! A yummy thought will enter my mind very soon for sure...till then, asta la bye bye.
Me

"Unfair Patronage"

Gee......what's Patronage... huh??? ........Webster states this:

1. a) the function or status of a patron b) support, encouragement,sponsorshipetc.,given by a patron.

2.goodwill, favor, courtesy, etc. shown to people inferior; condescension

3. a) patrons collectively; clientele b) business, trade, custom

4) a) the power to appoint to office or grant other favors, esp, political ones b) the distributionof offices or other favors through this power c)the offices,etc, thus distributed.

Take this, and ponder, and it may relate to much of what is going on in our world.

MC

Long time no post.........

Sometimes in life you never know what roads to take, or we get lost in the madness of our vicious cycling lives....that we don't stop, tp smell the roses, or to feel that breeze...we trush off to one appointmnent after another, bieng pulled every which way, until you can't it anylonger and you say........ STOP! I need a break, I need to rejuvinate, I need to prioritize my life....I need a psychologist....I need a vacation.....I just need to take care of ME!

That, is my point.....for the first time, in my 33 years of life on this earth, well, maybe we can push it back to about 6 months , I decided that I needed to live my own life, do what I want, without any influence from family or friends, just be me. And I have have experienced, the most serene way of living, like you would never even imagine. And it was so simple, really it was, I just started doing things without consulting anyone else, I used my own judgement, I was "the boss" no one else. So many people seek approval from their parents , loved ones or friends....but the truth is, these patterns or vicious cycles can go on, and on and on you centeries....and without even knowing it.....you have absolutely no control of your own life, as much as you deny it, you really don't, unless you did what I did, and that was to tell those negative people in my life, to back off, stop tellingme what to do, and to leave me alone, I don't want thier opininons, I didn't ask for their advice, so kindly step away from my "DANCE SPACE"......(dirty dancing, great movie...)........and furthermore I shall continue to raise my child, the son, whom I carried for 9 almost 10 months in my womb, I will continue to raise him in a non-violent fassion, just as I have been for all his life....and I will have patience, and empathy, and love, to spread around when he needs a little extra to get by.... and I will go to Heaven someday knowing, that I lived my life the way I wanted to. And no person on this earth could stop me from doing all I could to live a happy and peaceful exisitance on this earth, no man has right to stop me, because I am free. I am finally free.
Feb,18, 2006

Make Everyday Count!!

Always remember to hug your loved ones, tell them you care, and be forgiving when needed. You never know what tomorrow will bring, so spread the love now, and make everyday fun!!

Clinton needs to retire.......................

Ya know, I absolutely can't stand it when someone has to make up stories to try and get people to believe they are better than someone else. And who do you think would have the guts to try and compare himself to Ms. Rosa Parks, but BILL CLINTON. He is pathetic. If I were Hillary, I would have dumped his creepy butt a long time ago. He had no business bringing himself into her eulogy, and make himself seem like a hero. He has to be one sick guy if he needs attention drawn to himself when a woman like Rosa took the risk of being killed for her rights. He has no clue. What a jerk. What an idiot, why is he still being asked to give speeches and eulogies? I bet Rosa was truning in her grave the poor thing, better yet, her and Dr, Martin Luther King are probably up in heaven right now laughing their hind ends off. Bill give it a rest would ya!! Stay home, and shut the blinds, we don't care about you, you had your chance to shine and you blew it (oops) Now, take a sit seat and give it up. Pathetic, just pathetic.

Absence..............

I must say, I have never gone thing long without posting.........haven't had much to post about. Times are confusing right now. But, I'll be back, before ya know it....don't miss me :)